Hello Friends.... It's been a while lol

So, its been a very long time since i have written anything and or even posted a journal... so i am gonna get everyone caught up the best i can.
Well, there isnt all that much going on in my life but what is going on is pretty huge. I got a job at a Circle K, its a gas station... and its not that great, boring at times, but also kinda good at times too... we have this thing called secret shoppers that come in and if you do everything right, you get 100 dollars, and i am the only in the store to not only get it once, but twice lol how cool is that. Guess whos jealous at work lol
I have also got a new girl friend who is so totally amazing... i dont know what she sees in me but she loves me and i love her and its just so awesome.... She makes me so happy, more then i have been in such a long long time....
My lil problem i use to have that i was thinking i was over, isnt gone yet... mistakes happen you know, its a part of life and you cant stop it. i hate myself for it, but i dont know...
So in lighter news, i got my ears pierced. i got some tapering done... i love them, its only size 8 tho so its just small ones, but i think im gonna go up to a 2 or a 0 at some point, but i dont know for sure yet... we'll see what happenes....
In darker news, thanks to some people and the fact that they talk so much, i am now not allowd to be a youth leader at my church, go to kids camp which makes me so pissed....
and the worse part of it... I can't play my bass in church anymore... not for 6 months...
I hate life... if it wasnt for Stephanie being there for me, i dont know how i would survive... but oh well... i hate life, and life hates me... its a vicious cycle lol
And finally.... the challenge, i have only written one poem since i have finished the 10th one, and its not that good, i hit the wall so bad right now... i have such a bad case of writers block, and its just not good at all... im hoping to get some more stuff written up but i dont know how well thats gonna work out...

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This is the 100 Theme Challenge, I am going to do my best to write 100 poems. This should be fun...

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking solace
6. Breaking away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory

12. Insanity

13. Misfortune

14. Smile

15. Silence

16. Questioning

17. Blood

18. Rainbow

19. Gray

20. Cookies

21. Vacation

22. Mother Nature

23. Cat

24. No Time

25. Trouble Lurking

26. Tears

27. Foreign

28. Sorrow

29. Happiness

30. Under the Rain

31. Flowers

32. Night

33. Expectations

34. Stars

35. Hold My Hand

36. Precious Treasure

37. Eyes

38. Abandoned

39. Dreams

40. Rated

41. Teamwork

42. Standing Still

43. Dying

44. Two Roads

45. Illusion

46. Family

47. Creation

48. Childhood

49. Stripes

50. Breaking the Rules

51. Sport

52. Deep in Thought

53. Keeping a Secret

54. Tower

55. Waiting

56. Danger Ahead

57. Sacrifice

58. Kick in the Head

59. No Way Out

60. Rejection

61. Fairy Tale

62. Magic

63. Do Not Disturb

64. Multitasking

65. Horror

66. Traps

67. Playing the Melody

68. Hero

69. Annoyance

70. 67%

71. Obsession

72. Mischief Managed

73. I Can't

74. Are You Challenging Me?

75. Mirror

76. Broken Pieces

77. Test

78. Drink

79. Starvation

80. Words

81. Pen and Paper

82. Can You Hear Me?

83. Heal

84. Out Cold

85. Spiral

86. Seeing Red

87. Food

88. Pain

89. Through the Fire

90. Triangle

91. Drowning

92. All That I Have

93. Give Up

94. Last Hope

95. Advertisement

96. In the Storm

97. Safety First

98. Puzzle

99. Solitude

100. Relaxation

Andrew/Irondrake
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